[C]ZA-REE-NA

I feel free! I feel freedoooommmm!!!

Two to three months from now! I will be free.. I’m off to SG soon, hopefully!! Its a good thing for me. I can’t wait for that time to come. I just can’t imagine how excited I am :) A new place to start, to live and to start fulfilling my dreams. I am truly blessed. Thank you so much LORD . Please! Grant this ;)

Im back!!! Its been so long that Im gone and ive got a new story.

well! Its 2013. Yeah! I thought its a good start, a new love story but its not!! Its a practical joke and im not really affected with it!!! Yeah. his a faker hiding behind a picture of an handsome cute guy. But thats okay! I could say his a blessing in disguise!! Hehe. My pangga is back i guess! Well. Still d same. He’s making me kilig more n more. Im so really into this guy and i dont care if ill get hurt again. Id rather be with him no matter how difficult it cud be :)

Written on Friday 25, 2013

sometimes we have to gv up wonderful things just to make everything alright, we have to bleed alone for somebody to smile, we need to let those tears flow just to save the tears of others, we have to break our own hearts to fill somebody else’s emptiness and there are times where we have to give up our own happiness just to rescue someone else’s burden.

So now, “can anybody tell where’s the fairness in love? It was never fair and never will it be. .

Written on Thursday 30, 2012

sensation of my RUPTURED HEART!!!

the feeling nah u want to have heart attack to end this burden! . . nagproblema na sa lovelife pati buh naman sa friends! demet! good thing i have my friend “chloe” who always cheers me up and brings the positivity in me all the time.. sometimes i wanna give up but i hate myself that i cant let him go. mas kaya ko pa na sabihin niyang ayaw niya na sa akin kysa ako ang mag give up. i really love him this much na kahit ano ano ng pinagsasabi nila. nah sobrang sakit na mg words nah! tinitiis ko nlng. i dont know where this love or should i say stupidity will lead me.

is it happy ending for me? or for them?

Written on Friday 24, 2012

i hate forcing myself of letting go this stupid guy that makes me happy but at the same time complicates me. i never thought things between us would be getting harder. if only i knew! wla nko ni enter! . i cnt help but to ask myself! do i deserve this? am i really unlucky when it comes to love.? when The day i grow up and already knew this kind of love thing all ive ever dreamt of is to find my first n last love but it didnt came true. i guess there’s no such thing as that. but yet im still looking forward to my last love. :))